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Friday, 24 August 2012

untold feeling


 word alone could not express my sincere gratitude toward my student to receive these appreciation. just God know my feeling to read these simple notes. frankly speaking i felt a bit upset since i never got a chance to teach my option (chemistry /physic~as everybody knew that student who's taking both subject literally a good, well mannered student and having a certain target in their life). nevertheless,i was given amalan bahasa melayu or bm for remove..u know what removes is? it is PERALIHAN. i might say that i hv to used up all my will power n strength to control the whole bloody class apart from teaching them. most of them showed no interest in studying. just two or three who were seemingly want to pay an attention to my teaching..so pathetic..but those three are the remedy for me to withstand all the years teaching..year 2012 promises me a good news since i was given a small opportunity to teach science form 2Arif (the first class). even science is closed to biology but there's still room for chemistry basically. i tried to put some effort in teaching them although i hv no experience in teaching form 2 science before, just need a little studying and some flash back to recall what i used to learn in my former school. i get a good feedback to start with since most of my student shows their interest in what i've been delivering in class..yet i think perhaps i just lost in my own world dreaming. once i receive this five notes from my beloved students, i can conclude that i've achieved my goals. there's no rewards for us, a teacher but to see their students willingness to learn and seeking knowledge. i hope someday i will become an extra-ordinary teacher which is full of vigor and tenacity, knowledgeable enough to inspire my students toward excellence. insyaAllah.
 
this notes was from my students named aina syahiera. she mentioned that she used to hated science but now she viewed science as a good platform for her to obtain A's in forthcoming PMR. i can see the determination from her very eyes. i must confess that she is a nice, hardworking, adorable girl and cute too!
 this is from zurina..the cute student in last group in my laboratory..she always jot given notes using pencil, perhaps she wants to redo it as her homework since i always asked my student to write faster and faster
 this one is from izryn, aina's best friend i guess coz both get along together. i admire izryn's brother, an excellent student who used to brought up our school name in SPM 2011 result..dear, u praised me a lot. teacher didn't deserved such appreciation but i promised to myself to always see my student needs and will always be there to help. hopefully i will forever be yr inspirational..u made me think of teacher hamidah ( physic teacher in SMSPP), pn. Norhayati (SKKS) Pn. Zuraidah (biology lecturer in KMJ) Prof Dr Mat Rofa (UPM) and Prof Zobir (Nanotechnology UPM) those name listed are my inspirational and contribute a lot to whom i am nowadays. thank you so and very much teachers for all yr help and guidance..i love you for true.

 this one from afiqah i guess..i notice this student that always nodded everytime i tell any extra information in class..so sweet..guys her father name Lim..probably she was mix.
this one i think from nasuha since she hasn't stated the name, i can noticed it via her hand writing style..neat and cute writing indeed. i love the way she praise me hehehe =) go nasuha go!!p/s ny name is not sosilawati..that name is belong to nash-exwife.huhu

Monday, 21 May 2012

life is so meaningful

i must admit that without u my dear darling husband and little atiqullah,ummi really cant go on with the life.
                                                                at taman gelora


                                               i admire you of being so inquisitive, adorable and so lovable..

                                  your smile, and your strong affection towards me,indeed  regaining my strength
                                                         you are my everything


Atiqullah anak harapan ummi,jadilah anak yg soleh dan taat dan kelak mendoakan kesejahteraan ummi dan abah..

we love you so and very much......
soon u raise and read this writing, the diary of my soul, my hope ummi and abah  are forever love you..from the very bottom of our heart ...

Sunday, 19 February 2012

home progress

nothing much about my home progress since the pemaju just focused on the first front row of the house lot..but a few changes seems to have on my own house now..the entrance and the wall just about to start..here are the outlook of the front row of the house..cant wait cant wait just really cant wait to be in my own house..
                                                    the semiD house from inside of my car
                                                                    the front
                                                                the dining
                                                            the living room and car porch from inside
                                                                  the kitchen entrance
                                                   the sliding door right hand side of living room
                                                                    bathroom in master bedroom
                                                           the small sized kitchen
                                         the cabinet should be here,and the sink must be next to the window
             kitchen...how much the price of cabinet? concrete cabinet. granite or solid surface table top/ just heavy duty tiles?nyatuh..RM RMRMRM. gulp!
                                              the master bedroom from outside..
                                                               rear part....is it worth with rm238800 price? =P

Sunday, 25 December 2011

duduk antara 2 sujud


TAHUKAH KAMU.....

Doa duduk antara Sujud yang kita selalu baca laju2..
tahukah ...maksudnya??
Rabbighfirli (Tuhanku, ampuni aku)
Warhamni (sayangi aku)
Wajburnii (Tutuplah aib-aibku)
Warfa’nii (Angkatlah darjatku)
Warzuqnii (Berilah aku rezeki)
Wahdinii (Berilah aku petunjuk)
Wa’Aafinii (Sihatkan aku)
Wa’fuannii (Maafkan aku)

Friday, 23 December 2011

SPPBS and S/U?

omg i am officially becoming the s/u of sistem perlaksanaan pentaksiran berasaskan sekolah 2012 (SPPBS)..that promise me with extremely workload i guarantee!im not a person who likely to refuse or reluctant when i was given the responsibilities, in fact i'll do it at my very best and will make sure the best outcome of every single thing that i put an effort in.this is because i dont want people to downgraded me or being diminished beyond recognition but though i feel afraid to the very core of handling this big program. forget to explain that SPPBS is a new program implemented to standard 1 2011 and form 1 yr 2012. SPPBS is the replacement on PMR means no more PMR for this two batch for the very first start.i'll explain more on how PBS may work in next entry .many question might arise since this  is a new thing for malaysian education but overseas have done it long -long time ago.i personally think that is the best step ever taken by government by shifting to the new paradigm in education

home sweet home

as an old saying that home is different with a house. house is a place where we can stay in but home is where your heart is.this is my home (actually not mine,coz it is still in it half-way progress,whilst it is a friend of mine, but mine one is similar to this one..and its cost me about rm238 800..with 4 bedrooms and 2 toilets, 40' x 70' sqft.my friend said it was expensive but what to do since i only found this is the cheapest semiD house  that found in Kuantan, other such as bukit rangin and bandar putra cost about rm320k above and my max loan only up to 255k.plus with insurance and what not my loan was about rm 245k..lately the price of houses in malaysia increase tremendously so by hook or by crook i have to find out asap before the price increase even higher, i hope this is the righteous decision that my husband and i ever made..just cant wait to stay in our own house to rise our children and we are expecting to get the house key around november 2012..

Thursday, 1 December 2011

hari raya 2011

 these are a few pictures taken during hari raya..i dont hv baju raya since xsempat hntar to my fav tailor,so i hv to wear batik sekolah..haha luckily its match the colour!
 this is taken during hari raya korban, we didint return to hometown since we only have a day off plus with we just return from hometown last week for about 10days due to deepavali school break.this yellowish baju melayu was given by mak aji and it looks sweet to my bby..