atiqullah vs eczema

god has bestowed me with so many things in life.but what had happened recently seems God want to take it away from me.i believe that there must  e

atiqullah vs eczema

it has been century since the last time i open n write this entry.so yes.its due to commitment n i was in my confinement.so many things happened in mylife recently make me so vulnurable n it is so tiring.God has bestowed me with so many happiness in my life personally.first we got a new babygirl,al-insyirah.she's so cute i guess,her crept into our life really cuddle up our days.

then i got new house key n followed with my husband graduation day as he completed doing his master.as we enjoy the happiness,it seemingly  start
 to walked away from me.i felt like i was in the low ebb in mylife.it as low as low it can really be. .atiqullah was diagnosed with eczema.perhaps he allergic with dust that we believe due to new environment of the house.the RAST cost about rm1800 in private clinic which leave us to think twice b4 decide to do the test. (as we already used about rm25k to get into new house+ my labour at privare hospital cost about $2300).of course money has become a big issues now.so many renovation in our neighbourhood indeed poisoning the air.as we know that eczema related to immune system of one's body.atiqullah just got 3month breastmilk when he was born(i must confess that its all due to my stupidity in appreciating n therefore handling the breast milk)thus we jump into conclusion that atiqullah was contaminated with dust frm cement n metal.we did visit several clinic b4 refer atiqullah to specialist.the medicine prescribed were all contains steroid to treat eczema.i used to try steroid freeproduct like moogoo but it doesnt work.a part from that. the frequency of scrathing is unbelievable n it getting worsen.from my reading once the skin already familiar with steroid. to switch to new product without steroid.patient need to bear with TSW( tropical steroid withdrawal) which require patient n sacrifice.  really dont want atiqullah depend on steroid for the entire of her life in treating eczema.some says that it was kayap on atiqullah body thus we visit a few people who can treat kayap.that person told us that its not literally a kayap n she believe that atiqullah has to do something with 'jin' n what not.we hv done everything we could just to see atiqullah ok from scratching all over his body.i think the cost to treat atiqullah near to meet rm2000.my husband n i really lack of sleep n it has been like this for 2 month already.hardly know when all of this will over.but the endless support from family n husband really help me to fight the situation n we believe there must be a blessing in disguise.its already 3weeks niw in myhometown to let my mother in law treat atiqullah herself.i was so lucky to have such a helpful n concern mother in law like mama.she treated atiqullah with all her longing,love,& care.i loves her for that.now alhamdulillah atiqullah was about 60% of his recovery.basically now completing his antibiotic n still depend on steroid.i do hope atiqullah may return to his original skin and we return to a happy feeling once more again.in shaa Allah

anak anugerah ilahi

ummi sayang atiqullah & Insyirah

Atiqullah dah jadi abang =)

Nur Al-Insyirah bt Mohd Nasrullah

dilahirkan jam 6.50 pm pd 18/8/2013 2.41 kg di Al-Farabi, Kuantan.

di nursery al-farabi

jadilah ank yg solehah

abah syg insyirah

home progress

my home from the main door. should think of something to hide the dinning from the straight view of guest. u can straight away see the dinning n the kitchen once u push the main door.omg!

                                             the sliding door was taken from the dining. i choose this side in order to get the shade of afternoon. so that baby Atiqullah will play there with his friend.

 this picture was taken from the dinning hall.see the main door?on the right hand side was the master bedroom.it was about the size of living room.. really..think of build in down-light but not very sure the effectiveness since the ceiling of the house is quite high. any suggestion friend?

 this is my small sized kitchen, L-shape with 10' x 8' long..looking forward to buy kitchen cabinet using maica glossy with red colour. i doubt the black-tile concrete table top will match the color.i already surveyed a few places to get the quotation, the classic kitchen require $ 7k if i use the maica glossy material. will get another quotation from a craft, dapur idaman and total kitchen.n i personally think that the window is a bit low.afraid that the sink will not be up to my height.fuh sakit pinggang weh basuh dishes if sink rendah!

                                                    this is awesome, isnt it?

 the front look of my sweet home. its the only semiD house that affordable for me to buy. is it worth with $238 800 price?

my house will be painted with this color, i like. do u?cant wait..just really cant wait to get into the house...probably this coming january. hope so...

majlis berbuka puasa SMKGR

 hi guys..sorry for my long silence..so busy recently with SPPBS..biasala s/u kan.. huhu..guess which one is me?

there u go..my little champion..Muhammad Atiqullah and his friend, danisha.. =)

untold feeling

 word alone could not express my sincere gratitude toward my student to receive these appreciation. just God know my feeling to read these simple notes. frankly speaking i felt a bit upset since i never got a chance to teach my option (chemistry /physic~as everybody knew that student who's taking both subject literally a good, well mannered student and having a certain target in their life). nevertheless,i was given amalan bahasa melayu or bm for remove..u know what removes is? it is PERALIHAN. i might say that i hv to used up all my will power n strength to control the whole bloody class apart from teaching them. most of them showed no interest in studying. just two or three who were seemingly want to pay an attention to my teaching..so pathetic..but those three are the remedy for me to withstand all the years teaching..year 2012 promises me a good news since i was given a small opportunity to teach science form 2Arif (the first class). even science is closed to biology but there's still room for chemistry basically. i tried to put some effort in teaching them although i hv no experience in teaching form 2 science before, just need a little studying and some flash back to recall what i used to learn in my former school. i get a good feedback to start with since most of my student shows their interest in what i've been delivering in class..yet i think perhaps i just lost in my own world dreaming. once i receive this five notes from my beloved students, i can conclude that i've achieved my goals. there's no rewards for us, a teacher but to see their students willingness to learn and seeking knowledge. i hope someday i will become an extra-ordinary teacher which is full of vigor and tenacity, knowledgeable enough to inspire my students toward excellence. insyaAllah.
 
this notes was from my students named aina syahiera. she mentioned that she used to hated science but now she viewed science as a good platform for her to obtain A's in forthcoming PMR. i can see the determination from her very eyes. i must confess that she is a nice, hardworking, adorable girl and cute too!

 this is from zurina..the cute student in last group in my laboratory..she always jot given notes using pencil, perhaps she wants to redo it as her homework since i always asked my student to write faster and faster

 this one is from izryn, aina's best friend i guess coz both get along together. i admire izryn's brother, an excellent student who used to brought up our school name in SPM 2011 result..dear, u praised me a lot. teacher didn't deserved such appreciation but i promised to myself to always see my student needs and will always be there to help. hopefully i will forever be yr inspirational..u made me think of teacher hamidah ( physic teacher in SMSPP), pn. Norhayati (SKKS) Pn. Zuraidah (biology lecturer in KMJ) Prof Dr Mat Rofa (UPM) and Prof Zobir (Nanotechnology UPM) those name listed are my inspirational and contribute a lot to whom i am nowadays. thank you so and very much teachers for all yr help and guidance..i love you for true.

 this one from afiqah i guess..i notice this student that always nodded everytime i tell any extra information in class..so sweet..guys her father name Lim..probably she was mix.

this one i think from nasuha since she hasn't stated the name, i can noticed it via her hand writing style..neat and cute writing indeed. i love the way she praise me hehehe =) go nasuha go!!p/s ny name is not sosilawati..that name is belong to nash-exwife.huhu